Camila mendes gets real about her struggle with an eating disorder
Camila Mendes is known for portraying the spunky and spirited Veronica Lodge on Riverdale. But the woman behind one of the show’s most charismatic characters hasn’t always been as confident and bulletproof as she’d have us believe.
Mendes recently opened up about battling bulimia at POPSUGAR’s Play/Ground summit in New York on June 22, as well as the toll it had taken on her during the show’s earlier days.
“I didn’t realize I had an eating disorder until I entered the industry… I couldn’t even get through a fitting [on Riverdale],” she said as she explained both the mental and physical anguish she’s gone through while preparing for and embodying the role.
“I used to think [dieting] was a nice, healthy way to live. It took a lot… to get rid of that fear of carbs,” she said of her relationship with food. Costume fittings were a particularly painful experience during the show’s early seasons, as she wasn’t accustomed to wearing the kinds of tight skirts and dresses found in Veronica’s closet. That anxiety escalated the actor’s own struggles.
“It happened a little bit in high school and again when I was in college,” she previously explained in an interview with Shape back in December 2018, where she discussed how she began managing the disorder, speaking on her experiences with her therapist and the benefits of regular exercise and working with a nutritionist.
“Then it came back when I started working in this industry with fittings all the time and watching myself on camera… If I ate a sweet, I would be like, ‘Oh my God, I’m not going to eat for five hours now.'” Mendes later declared herself “#donewithdieting” on a February 2018 Instagram post, where she reached out to her followers to make a change in their lives along with her.
“My passion for education, cinema, music, etc. — all the interests that used to occupy my mind — had been eaten away by my desire to be thin, and it made me miserable,” she wrote. “I’m done believing in the idea that there’s a thinner, happier version of me on the other side of all the tireless effort.”
Mendes is now enjoying life as a happier, healthier version of herself, and she’s hoping she can help others do the same. Previously, she worked with nonprofit organization Project HEAL in an effort to raise awareness and erase stigmas for those living with eating disorders.
“I can say from experience that eating disorders are serious mental illnesses,” she wrote. “Growing up, I watched my big sister suffer from one for many years, and I’ve experienced periods of my life when I’ve suffered symptoms as well.”
For more information on Project HEAL or how you can help those dealing with an eating disorder, visit the organization’s official website.